RIOTTEDCATASTROPHE!

I’m gna start an emo post. Eeyer shit :( but I’m getting all emo cause of a comment that someone said. I seriously cant believe you would say smth lyk that and even though u didn’t say it to me nor did you expect me to know what you said but what u said really hurt me & I believe the other person u mentioned too. I thought we were okay again but somehow everything is different. We aren’t the same anymore not that I dont want to but there’s just this feeling that u don’t want us to be together again the way we used to be. I thought we could just forget the period when our whole grp was at rock bottom n move on but somehow I just feel lyk a unwanted annoying tagalong that you cant seem to shake off. But that comment you made seriously pissed me off. Even if you don’t think we can be lyk we used to you cant just go & tell _____ to not well.. I don’t wanna say or it’ll be too obvious:\ I’ll still try to pretend I don’t know what u said to her but.. I just want us to be one again I’m willing to pretend nth of this sort ever happens. Lyk its seriously unfair to make that kinda comment just as it would be to say I was not involved in us falling apart.u probably wont know the amnt of times I tried to get both sides to be at peace with one another but it seems I nvr succeed lyk when I decide to try to talk to you I end up comin to sch late if not someone would be beside you all the time so I wont have the privacy to talk to you. Other times I’m just plain coward. I write this not to say what a great hero I am trying to help us all but its more of lyk I cant believe I tried so hard to get us back together but when we finally have no fued btwn us anymore u make this kinda comment its just so.. disheartening. Its lyk in those show where the guy who lyks this girls n he trys hard n make smth sweet secrectly for the girl n gives in to her n the girl gives the thing he specially makes for her away. Ya I feel lyk the guy just worst. You seemed to have moved along. With yr new gang n all n its selfish to ask u to leave them n come back. But now its all weird w/o your. My post is getting damn obvious now & to whoever I’m writing to is u noe what I mean get this: I STILL WANT US BACK. When u mentioned u still treasure us I felt happy but when I read below the part which roughly reads cant be the same again totally saddened me. Whatever the case whether we go back together or not I hope the buzz off feeling I get when sometimes when we are aound disappears. I’m wayyyyyyyyyyy to emo now gahhhhh. Unnecessary? :\

i fear of the outcome..

back from pasir ris park with teamies (: it was fun we wanted to play vball but sarah cldnt bring the ball so we bought those kinda cheepo plastic balls that are sold at the market and played strip vball! :D we roamed downtown east to buy a vball but the cheapest is 29 bucks so we had to opt for the cheapo version x) hahahah it was damn cute every time we missed the ball must tuo^^ so we all tuo-ed except for feli cause for some readons she's allowed to well avoid playing & striping (: it was hilarious.2k was also there & i set off a false alarm that i saw the 2k peeps which resulted in those half naked chao lu ones to hide behind the fully clothed ones heh. afterwards headed to whitesands macs where i saw jiajin (: havent seen him for bout a year now. he's my father n he cant even recognise me:\ i got change so much meh hahaha

teamies <3333

got back my results which were dissapointing. top 75% on the dot of the year ones. nth impressive. percentage droped by 3% but my GPA droped 0.4. conduct's also been dropped to just a good cause lulu decided to drop it. my personal qualities thing sucked. based on them i'm not as reflective, courageous, far sighted, honest/sincere, loyal, sensitive n trustworthy as everyone else in class. wth whatever

& the last day of sch ended um.. =\ lulu came n talk to me o.O after trnin was waiting for feli's car when lulu came stood infront of me n try to find smth wrong with me n decided to pick on my earings. den talked bout something lyk got back report book not scared drop conduct alr ... n afterwards he bacame all wierd asking me if zhenglaoshi taught me chinese n if i'm xiaowei ._. me = xiaowei = ?? den he told me he watch my video during chinese class where we acted out the milubing thing & i'm so embarassed la. lulu watching me sing n act lyk D; afterwards 5 of us crammed into the backseat of feli's car:D

:D haha today results were :\ we had so many free periods which explains why i only got 3 papers today: L.A, maths & hist. maths was shit. failed paper one 22/50 :O damn but paper 2 pulled my marks up 35/40 :D. hist 16/25 & ms ling scolded me for not doing finish the paper n totally skipping a question if npt i'll get higher but i seriously aint got any time den. L.A was alright. tml chonese geog n the rest ahh D; pia pia pia pia pia pia pia pia pia pia pia pia!

havent blogged for bout a week D: this week is lyk doin vigourous PT non stop haha. weds there was hiphop + soccer. thurs was hiphop + soccer + bball. fri was soccer + dance followed by sat bball. i declare i'm gna have 6 packs! -.- hiphop did 50 crunches nxt day another 100 n bball another 90 n de nxt day syf dance 30 more. lyk ohmylaogong! sat when shopping with ash crys n sher :D long time since we last got together lyk that. took some retarded neos den i went off. we boughthim a myuk wallet :D when i'm with them i feel tall :D as in seriously blogger has some prob with pics so i'll upload em later. today woke up early especially for our class guys ah. me sher n angela went to support (: & out of all things the first thing we saw in the morning was ms tang -.- she waited for us after we alighted can wanted to scold us n tell us how ashamed dhe is with us. lyk wth still tell us you noe that there were some of them who escaped w/o being caught. of course lah u're just waiting n looking out for us to scold only how to catch de rest.

anw the guys in our class played quite well but we still lost in the end. interclass soccer was-.- we trained lyk crazy but we got kicked out immediately whereas 1i didnt trained at all n got into the top 4 D: natural talent? o.O we need coach wongy/wongness :D

sunday went to sid's hse for his b'dae party. seriously can say i missed those days. everyone hasd grown taller now. i feel so zibei._. but everyone still havent change much besides the guy most now having deep sexy voices haha. 11 of us sidney, nevin, yong chen, yew chen, rizvan, me, ash, maine, rach, divya & amanda. kinda reminds me of when we were p4 n we went to sids hse for his b'dae party. it was realli cute we acted lyk 7 year olds again. we headed to the playground out of all places n played blind mice & ice n water heh. it was damn cute n a real long time since i last played it :D n we're gna have a bbq at the end of this year too. nov 17 ah cant wait to meet everyone again. <3 6b

sumei told us how catching a falling leaf brings good luck & hey hey i caught one while walking back to school fm kfc today! (: haha but jiahui n sher try to steal my baobei leaf<3 LOL i called it harry hahaha cause its hairy-.- HEH!

then took bus back fm parkway to pasir ris interchange. there i saw many big big falling leafs! o.O i dno why i had the sudden urge to go there & catch more leafs. hahahah!! then i sense someone n i turned over n i saw gillian n ziyang. as usual they grow tall again lah wth!!@#$%&* then we waved to each other n trust zy to say'WHO ARE YOU' ._. so standard of him n behind me in the bus still continue. zzz heloo i may be listening to music but i canhear you (: seeing them realli makes me think of 6b ahhhhhhhhhhh!!!! <3333

rach specs make me look lyk a biker heh

we were supposed to be studyin in macs but sk bro hears hw as scrabble somehow n packed it in his bag n we cnt resist.-.

friday after sch when out with sher n sumei. when planned to visit shou yi at first but ended up not goin. anyway we toured orchard road suntec n marina and we saw dunmanian everywhere! we saw denise, charlene, eunice tan n 2 other girls, kening, huien, rachel with one more girl, n cheryl with de 1e sc, liying,this dunmanian with a chung cheng girl, a whole bunch of 3b girls, joanne, elis, two more 2e peeps, almost the entire 1i etc. scary i talk to 3 of them n i soon see all the others facing n looking at me heh. oh yes jianess was at the same place as us but luckily we didnt see him if not i go zhuang qiang le.everywhere see him gou sian.oh yes we also saw daphne khoo! we chased her from lyk cine to take which is long n she walks chao fast can. & we got her autograph though we're not exactly fans of hers.

i shall post more random pics (:

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HOOYA ! EOYs over :D whee LOL my time management was crappy i hardly did finish any paper cept for maths & chinese comp my mind when completely blank=\ i dun reconise myself anymore D: even PSLE i mugged ten times less caused i basically just studied for chinese. i felt retardedly happy on fri heh.since last weds me sher n shikai been muggin in sch n sometimes richard pops by. but we hardly get any work done anyway

results i got fm http://www.kwiz.biz/showquiz.php?quizid=2123 for elizabeth ng..

Flirting Skill Level - 56%
Kissing Skill Level - 94%
Cudding Skill Level - 94%
Sex Skill Level - 89%
Why They Love You
You are too good to be true.
Why They Hate You
You won't take your socks off.

& for elizabeth ng wei ting..

Flirting Skill Level - 11%
Kissing Skill Level - 100% !!
Cudding Skill Level - 1%
Sex Skill Level - 55%
Why They Love You
You taste good.
Why They Hate You
won't take your socks off. -___-

& for ng wei ting elizabeth cause thats how it appears in my BC..

Flirting Skill Level - 87%
Kissing Skill Level - 44%
Cudding Skill Level - 91%
Sex Skill Level - 63%
Why They Love You
You can do amazing things with your tongue.
Why They Hate You
You are too sexy.

-__________- LOL at least i didnt get they hate me for not wanting to take my socks off 3 times lah haha. but de results are rubbish but i'm bored enough to take it thrice._.

ytd planned to go to sch for soccer prac but the haze caused it to be cancelled along with all other outdoor activities n based on sherlyn we dont wanna have cancer heh but in the end i still went outdoors to ball with novia anyway.i am chao off and i scared of trnin tml D: